Battling social anxiety, chronic pain and uselessness --Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ-- Peace comes from accepting the apology you never received
Monday, June 6, 2016
3000 Sous-titres en Français
Je peux traduire au français plus vite maintenant. Je me suis vraiment améliorée. On ne peut pas dire la même chose concernant mes habilités sociales pourtant vu que j'ai été un peu embarrassante parfois mais bref j'ai eu des personnes qui m'ont aidée tout long à trouver des projets et même m'ont recommandée pour le statut QC. Maintenant j'attends.
Et je m'en fiche de ce que des gens pensent de moi ! Puisque j'ai atteint mon but !
Wednesday, June 1, 2016
Sixth Sense
I went to visit a potential apartment for rent, alone. I don't know what made me want to go alone, but I've always liked the area. It's a vibrant, colorful, trendy and safe-looking area with many shops, restaurants, bakery and ice cream shop. The apartment's price includes heating and hot water, stove and fridge, and if I choose to live in the semi-basement, it would be also cheaper.
To be fair, it was on surface a successful visit. The girl I met seemed calm and nice, but people can lie through their smiling teeth, so who cares. I definitely don't trust people a whole lot nowadays, and I know how people in their 20s lie, being one myself. (Still I arranged a visit alone, so minus points). The apartment is nowhere near the photos she uploaded though, a bit run-down, but expected.
I went home with somewhat positive thoughts, but there was this nagging feeling. I kept randomly thinking of the word "stabbing". I chalked it up to my paranoia and chuckled a bit whenever I randomly imagine her standing over my bed with a knife. She was planning to move to a smaller apartment in the same building because she "didn't want to live with a roommate anymore". Though, it was what she told me after I said no when she asked if I was looking for a roommate myself.
Flash forward to today, I'm still having thoughts about the apartment, even though we've decided to get another. Randomly I search for apartments on the same street. Whaddayaknow? I came upon an article about a stabbing from a drug deal gone wrong in one of the buildings on the street. Guess the address number of the building I saw in the picture. Yeah, it's the one I went to visit. I squinted: it's blurry, maybe it's not that number. But no, after a google map search and comparing the appearances of the building in pictures, it's definitely that one.
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